I haven't been updating my blog lately, mainly because I'm really tired and lazy the last few weeks or months. I'm basically tired of everything. I'm probably not supposed to write about my bad days in this blog but I wanna tell what I feel. I'm tired of having only one American girlfriend, who's my hostmother. I'm tired of Douglas. I'm tired of not beeing able to do any activities in school. I'm tired of EF. I'm tired of being always the second choice. I'm tired of people telling if I want to change anything I need to take the initiative, because I can try my hardest and make it even worse. I tried to be positive the last couple months, but it's not easy to stay positive without anyone to support you. I always help out anyone. I try to be there for all of my friends. But I feel like my karma is still pretty bad, no matter what I do. There are a lot of nights, where I just think about quiting, just giving up. Going home, to my friends and family. Well back to my actual blog post. I went looking for a prom dress with Doris. We had so much fun! Not my actual dress! Just thought it was funny. A lot of birthdays of my family members went by. Get togethers are fun!Last friday some friends came over. We had some pizza and we played some Just Dance. I don't really know if they had fun but I hope so. Valentine's Day I went looking Deadpool with friends and afterwards we went eating at Los Arcos. We went to Zaxbys for a milkshake. And afterwards we went to Wallmart. I had a lot of fun. 25 Days!In 25 days my best friend from Switzerland is coming to stay with me during spring break! I'm so excited, can't wait for her to here. Well that's about it. Thank you for taking your time to read my blog.
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Shayla's Birthday PartyOn Sunday I went to my host nieces birthday party. It was a pool party. Yes, a pool party in winter! I had much fun and I hope Shayla had a great birthday. A bad week...This week isn't going really well for me. I had a rough start. I wanted to see my best friend cheer but we were 3 minutes late, so I missed it. And yesterday was everything going crazy because of the tornado waring. At least we got 3 hours delayed today. The best of all is my best friend is until next week in Disney! How am I supposed to survive school until you come back, Julie?
I'm so glad we went to eat with my host sisters family today. It gave me energy again and we had so much. I have so much luck having such funny and crazy host family. I am ready for the rest of the week! |
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