When you're drowning, you don't say 'I would be incredibly pleased if someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and help me,' you just scream.
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You not supposed to feel down over whatever happen to you. I mean, you're supposed to use whatever happen to you as some type of upper, not a downer. No one can probably ever top my 16th birthday. It was one of the best evening during my exchange year. We were having a little fire and pizza. And some of my friends came too. And the best thing was probably the cake. And all of that by my best friend. I am really glad I got to have such a great friend.
This years birthday wasn't bad either I just imagined it different. But all my clostest friends came and we had a nice get together. It was mostly outside, and it's pretty cold during November in Switzerland. But we had a lot of blankets and mulled wine. Sadly I don't have many pictures to share here. My friends said they had a great time, so i guess it was a success. I haven't been updating my blog lately, mainly because I'm really tired and lazy the last few weeks or months. I'm basically tired of everything. I'm probably not supposed to write about my bad days in this blog but I wanna tell what I feel. I'm tired of having only one American girlfriend, who's my hostmother. I'm tired of Douglas. I'm tired of not beeing able to do any activities in school. I'm tired of EF. I'm tired of being always the second choice. I'm tired of people telling if I want to change anything I need to take the initiative, because I can try my hardest and make it even worse. I tried to be positive the last couple months, but it's not easy to stay positive without anyone to support you. I always help out anyone. I try to be there for all of my friends. But I feel like my karma is still pretty bad, no matter what I do. There are a lot of nights, where I just think about quiting, just giving up. Going home, to my friends and family. Well back to my actual blog post. I went looking for a prom dress with Doris. We had so much fun! Not my actual dress! Just thought it was funny. A lot of birthdays of my family members went by. Get togethers are fun!Last friday some friends came over. We had some pizza and we played some Just Dance. I don't really know if they had fun but I hope so. Valentine's Day I went looking Deadpool with friends and afterwards we went eating at Los Arcos. We went to Zaxbys for a milkshake. And afterwards we went to Wallmart. I had a lot of fun. 25 Days!In 25 days my best friend from Switzerland is coming to stay with me during spring break! I'm so excited, can't wait for her to here. Well that's about it. Thank you for taking your time to read my blog. |
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