Even a thousand words won't bring her back. You try so hard to hold on, but on one small second loved ones are gone. Sometimes at night I pray for Nana, even though I know she won't come back. I wish that she could have stayed, but God took her to all of his angels, and has ended her pain. I miss her more every hour and every day. But like most of you people might know, she woudldn't want us to be sad. And all of my memories of her are happy ones. And for this reason I wrote a poem with some inspirational help for her. To my dearest Nana Up in heaven high, high above I know today you're with us all And sending all your love Today we all remember you And bid you one last goodbye Celebrate the life you've had And maybe have a cry You'll nevr be forgotten Nana I'll just close my eyes and see Your smiling face and happy person And you'll be close to me You had such a long live So many have so less It was your time the angels came And placed you with the best So dear Nana up above Altough you're no longer here In my heart is where I'll keep you Forever you'll be near 16.07.2016 This is the text that I wrote for the ceremony of the funeral.
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Yes, I know I got really bad in updating my blog. But most part of the people who read my blog is anyways my family, so I try to keep them updated anyways. I have been busy those past few weeks.
There's a lot going on in this time of the year in America. Well my best danish friend had her birthday this month. In school we had so much going on. Like finals and other end of the school stuff. And on friday I graduated. And I spent most of time with my friends and my family. Well Penny keeps me busy, when I'm at home. I never thought during this whole year I'm gonna get to the point where I'm saying "I don't wanna go home." This year has probably been one of the most difficult things in my life. I wanted to give up so many times, and I'm so greatful for those people who kept me going, my family back home, who always supported me, my friend Julie, my RC and now hostmom Penny and Marco. Marco has been my best friend this whole year. And I couldn't wish for a better best friend than him. Every single day of my exchange year he has been here. Every time I needed someone to talk to, someone to help me, or ride, whatever it was he has been there. I seriously don't think I would still be here, if he wasn't my friend. Anyways I don't think in any other year of my life I learned more than in this. I am not talking education wise. I mean I have learned so much, about people, American culture, Mexican culture, and most likely about myself. There are some other things I wanna write about but I don't really know how right now. So, I am gonna say for now, that this past few weeks, made up so much for my whole year. And I am really happy with my life. I am happy for what I have. I have amazing people in my life. I have everything I need and I couldn't wish for more. Yesterday after school I went eating with some friends. I am glad I got out. I was in a really bad mood for the last few days. It brought me on other thoughts. I had a lot of fun. Today I went to a make-up party. I had fun with the girls and I learned a lot.
I can't really believe Raffaela is already coming in 4 days. I am so excited and I am hoping everything is going like planned. Can't wait for spring break! Shayla's Birthday PartyOn Sunday I went to my host nieces birthday party. It was a pool party. Yes, a pool party in winter! I had much fun and I hope Shayla had a great birthday. A bad week...This week isn't going really well for me. I had a rough start. I wanted to see my best friend cheer but we were 3 minutes late, so I missed it. And yesterday was everything going crazy because of the tornado waring. At least we got 3 hours delayed today. The best of all is my best friend is until next week in Disney! How am I supposed to survive school until you come back, Julie?
I'm so glad we went to eat with my host sisters family today. It gave me energy again and we had so much. I have so much luck having such funny and crazy host family. I am ready for the rest of the week! I realized something.
All my life I was negative about everything. I didn't wanted to get myself disappointed if I am excited about something and then it's not going to turn out how I want it. The same with this exchange year. I was all excited about it and I expect it different. And I was dissapointed and thought everything is bad. But it is only so bad how I bad i make it. A friend made me realize that I always complain and not appreciate what I have. I talked with my regional coordinator, she told me a lot about other exchange students and made me even more realize that I need to change something. I am going to be positive! New Years resolution set. Thank you Penny and Doris for supporting me and helping me with everything. After a few rough days here I got my enthusiasm back. I am glad I spoke with my family back home.
Sometimes I get depressed by small things and let me push down easily, but my famliy made me realize again that I have to take the initiative to change things. Ready to enjoy an other 5 great month in Alabama. I am so happy with my host family. I had a great Christmas Eve. We played the Jelly Bean challenge and I already got two great presents and I hope they liked mine. I am excited for tomorrow! I just wanted to let y'all know, that i will quit my blog for a while. I know I didn't blog long, but I think my blog should be my experience and my opinion and I don't wanna tell any lies and make things look better than they are. So if i start blogging again I will let y'all know. Thank you anyways for taking your time to read my blog. |
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