Have you ever felt like no one cares about you? Have you ever felt left out? Have you ever felt like no one hears you? If every single person would answer these questions truthfully, maybe we would be nicer to each other. Because I feel like that almost every single day. People are tired of getting hurt and build a wall around them. Just care about their on well being and not what the other person might feel. What makes me feel not wanted? It breaks my heart every time a little more going on Facebook, seeing my exchange student friends getting tagged in posts how much they are missed of people. It hurts to realize no one is missing you, no one ever thinks about you. And when I tell people how I am they are telling me I shouldn't be upset and not everything in their exchange year has been good and other stuff like that. Do you ever think how other people had it much worse than you? And none of them are complaining. But they should! People should know how much worse it could have went for them. How other people got treated and that not everything is perfect. Everyone is trying so hard to make it look like one perfect year. But not only does it hurt getting reminded how my past was, but it makes it much worse seeing how my friends here don't care about me.
Once again the feeling of being left out is coming back, when friends have big weekend plans but none of them bothers to ask you. Then sitting at home being on social media, watching how much fun they are having. Or trying to tell people how you are actually feeling today, but they say to your face they don't care. Or they don't even have time to listen. Or don't even hit me up with a small message. I am not trying to say it is all the time like this. But such moments hit you just once in a while. And it wouldn't even be that bad, when you know you got someone to lean on. I am not saying this because I want pitty of other people. I want you, to realize how your behaviour can have an impact on other people. Maybe even just a small message once in a while or call. Just know how you're treating people and think before you say something that could maybe hurt other people.
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